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Ever wonder why one’s never feel content of their life and always try to find ways that seems right but at the end, it’s all just your emotion that actually takes over your thoughts.. I guess all of us just have our own things to struggle and all we do is try to ‘cover up’ our problems, be that relationships, family, friendships, career, anything.. eventhough many people always tell us, ‘coverin’ up’ isn’t solving the point of the problem.. but, we just do it… be that intentionally or not, at the point when problem is just at our doorsteps, we try to cover it, we try to avoid it, we try to lock our doors and just got away… and actually.. somehow, it’s just the matter of time if we want to actually open our doors and face it, shake it, confront it.. whether the problem will actually go inside or leave your doorsteps is the way you actually deal with it… confused, foolish.. yeah.. these are usually what we feel… but, all i know and what i want to share is… dont be afraid, everything has a reason why it happens as it is.. have big heart to actually ‘face’ whatever circumstances we are facing now.. pain, shame, are just some sparkes that actually takes us to be a better person.. you’ll see..

well well well… back to indo.. means back to work… means no more playing around n relaxing n stuff like dat.. hahah.. my dad’s will kill me if i always play around… work has been quite ok lately, everything seems alright… went to perth for 6 days only n enjoyed it very  much… the weather was very hot though, but other than that, it was very great… i ate so much of food there.. giving treats to myself wiv lots of yummy foods.. hahah… It’s been rainin quite heavily in Jakarta… would dat 5 years cycle of flood be comin?? they said it’s gonna be flooding in jakarta diz year… HOPE NOT kalau banjir kan repott… ga bisa kemana2.. haf to get a truck instead of sedan..! n work pasti berantakan.. it’d be such a disaster to my work… haiz.. well… lets all pray that Jkt will be fine this year.. ehm.. 2007.. ga kerasa dah for gud di indo dah 2 thn… everythin goes so fast… blm tau nih 2007 resolutionnya apa for me… pokonya i wanna excel in everything i do, n i wanna figure things that im passionate about n work towards it.. i wanna make my life more meaningful for others especially… Thank God for all these years…

today i feel happy… i dont know why.. but i think of how u wanna feel is your choice.. its ur choice to be happy.. hehe.. work today is not as busy as before… so, dats why i can write on diz blog of mine.. kmrn weekend ada 2 wedding.. hehe.. so nice to minggle wiv frendz in wed parties.. lucu aja.. tp ga sukanya desek2an.. makannya jadi ribet n malez.. heheh… newayz.. life so far is good.. been very busy at work.. bnyk yg musti dihandle n take care of.. n went to bandung on last sunday.. ketemu saudara2.. my tai pho abis jatuh.. trs pinggangnya sakit bgt.. kasian sih.. liatin dia kaya mo nangis gitu.. hehe.. sensitip maklum.. trs had lunch with jiu kung n jiu po.. bnyk deh.. seru pokonya.. hehe.. its gud to catch up with relatives n families..

Phewww… work is goin like crazy… hehee.. but im really glad i’ve got things to focussed on at the moment.. i’m glad everything is goin well.. it’s juz funny how sometimes when u look back in ur life u feel glad n really think dat ur life is in God’s hands.. Lately God really teaches me to have good faith.. faith over things that you may not see or not yet to see… n yeah… patience too.. He taught me those things in which i believe it will do me good.. He helped me out so much in many things dat happend in my life.. sometimes it hurts n bitter, but when He’s beside me.. i know there’s still hope… anywayz… gtg… work again.. hehehe…

Pheeww.. this week has been a real hectic week for my work… but it’s gud, coz i love to keep my self busy at these moments… it’s good for me too.. hehe… this year i do really wanna go sumwhere out from the country… i’ve been savin for a real good trip dat i really wanna go… still not sure yet where to.. but it’s sumwher around asia or oz la…. I miss perth sooo much too.. i miss the AIR, the Environment, the laid back kind of lifestyle, the FOODS.. hahaha… yeah… me the food lover… planning to go wiv a bunch of frenz.. but still dont know yet… heheh.. alll r very busy wiv their own stuff… well, we’ll figure things out later…

Wew… weekend was sooo tiring.. hehe.. but i really had fun n enjoyed it so much.. On Friday, suddenly i had a meeting with a producer.. (bear in mind.. not for me yahh… it’s for a project that we have in the office.. we had to make a radio jingle!) so, yeah,.. until around 9ish, i came back to my so-called the isolated place, Gading, hehehe… then, went to Bogey resto. to meet a few frenz there…it was good.. ngobrol2.. bercanda.. n someone was very eager to watch soccer! worldcup fever is ON.. hahah…  on Saturday, had to go to church in the afternoon, practice for Praise & Worship nite… i think the P&W nite was awesome.. can feel God’s presence there.. it was quite a team work! well done.. then at 7ish the P&W nite was starting.. eventhough not so many ppl who came.. but we were greatful.. (hafta see the glass half-full than half-empty) hehehe… rite?? after it’s over, we went out to Bogey (-at menteng) lagi (nih, lisa lg promosiin nihh.. hehehe…:P).. haha… rame bgt sampe full… came home very late.. in the morning hafta be prepared lg.. Church.. waz gud.. pelayanan.. trs biasa.. abis itu we went to Plaza Indonesia.. wat elseee… hehehe… bercanda-bercanda wiv a bunch of crazy n desprate frenz.. opps.. heheh… ‘twaz fun.. went home got a reallyy reallyyy reallyyyyy nice massage.. yeahhh… hahaha……..  :):):)

yeah.. dats about it.. i’ll rest my case for now..

oo.. yknow sometimes i wonder.. how life can be on your side and sometimes it doesn’t… when you expect a lot from someone but at the end it juz hurts so much to you… is it fair? yeah, i guess it is fair.. afterall, i’ve learnt a lot of lessons, n i am willing to change to be a better person… i’ve also tried to work things out.. but things isn’t easy as what i thought… it’s juz hurt to know the fact n realize how complicated it is.. hehe.. well.. i guess life muz go on… n at this time.. frenz r perfect.. hehee… good friendship to everyone.. ^-^

thats it for today… gonna haf lunch soon.. hungry already…